The 1.57 version of Wild At Heart PV ★

The 1.57 version of Wild At Heart PV~!!! *hearts*



Kakkoiiiiiiiiii~!!! <333


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How I Felt About Our Relationship

I just got bored midnight. I got bored every midnight in fact. So, I'm just gonna write something about us.

Recently, I just made an observation of myself. I preferred long distanced relationship. I mean for real.

On January 2012 when he stopped working for a month, we met each other like each and every day and somehow, I just got really tired and arguments kept on rising between us. No liking, no loving, no missing and stuff like that at all growing in me. I don't like it at all.

Somehow, on February 2012, he started working again. We met like almost only once a week. In addition of my college classes and stuff, it was almost barely a day. But then, less arguments and I grew liking, loving, missing and stuff like that more and more everyday.

Yea, I know myself. When something is gone, I'll only start to appreciate. I just can't change after years.

That's why, I would rather we meet each other once a week than everyday. Well, it's kind of a distance for me too.

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Left Out

Oh yes, I forgot to mention about the pictures I finally got from KY. The pics of me drawing the t-shirt in 1st Avenue.

 

 

I'm so cool!!! <3

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Boredom Filled

Well, Sick days are boring. Eugene came visiting me almost every afternoon before he goes to work. *hugs* But when I was damn sick-ing to death, unfortunately he couldn't be there for me. *cried*

Anyway, Wednesday midnight, I just suddenly had the mood to use my water colors to color a picture I saw on the net. And the result came out pretty well. Satisfying.

Thursday, I had lunch with all my classmates. It was normal tho. After lunch, we all went our separated ways. Michelle, Hoong Yi and Ah Hui koko and I went to prangin to get Ah Fook's present. Michelle bought Ah Fook a water bottle. I was planning to buy him a pencil box and a t-shirt. There wasn't much things tho so we decided to go to Queensbay Mall. Ah Hui didn't follow us then.

We were talking and walking around and finally found them.

Then I went over to Eugene's house after his work. I just fell asleep once I got to his bed. Damn tired in addition of I'm still a bit sick. Then I woke up with the smell of curry which his mum cook but it was finished by his dad. So we went to a mamak to eat nasi kandar. Then, I went home.

Midnight, my stomach started to hurt a bit and I started to suffer diarrhea. Ugh~ Bad sickness. Shouldn't have eaten so much curry.

The next day, after class, I went to find Eugene since it's his day off. We went to watch Ghost Rider. Bored. I slept like almost half of the movie.

Then we walked around before going home. I went to buy my hard disk with my RM200 voucher. Finally. Oh, and I also bought red wine: the one KY let me drink when I overnight at her house.

 

 

After having a nap (cause I was still sick) we woke up and went to times square a bit to get my card holder. Then we went to farlim to have tomyam mee. Well, I couldn't eat tomyam so I just called the normal soup.

Tho, it was just a day with Eugene, but I was really happy and satisfy. *hearts*

The following days were boring. Saturday was bored at home the whole day. Until at night, Eugene brought me out to Abu and had supper! I was super happy!!!

Today, Sunday, I went to Sunshine with my mum and grandma a while before staying at home the whole day again. Well, I did clear all my hard disk and studied a bit. But it was still boring until now, I'm waiting for Eugene to come over to bring my hotdog supper! <3 *hearts again*

Till the next time!


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Some Things

Just had a feeling that I have to write something here. Anyway, I was in a sick condition these days. Ugh~ I felt so sick. After having fever, I've got whole body-ache all including a bad headache. Then, started vomiting. Then The following day, diarrhea until today. Hate being sick. It's not even convenient to go anywhere while being sick.

Anyway, today, 25th Feb 2012 is Ah Fook aka God's 21st Birthday! Happy Birthday!!! I bought him a pencil box (since his pencil box seems so old) and a white t-shirt. God's present is the most expensive among all friends' birthday present this season. Afterall, he helped me a lot in my studies last year. So, I should buy him something than sharing with friends.

Once again, Happy 21st Birthday Ah Fook! Wishing you to be happy and continue to be great god! XD

Today was really satisfying, 24th Feb 2012. It's Eugene's off day. I was still a bit sick but I tried to get myself up cause I've not gone hanging around with Eugene a lot since he started working. Anyway, We went to watch Ghost Rider and went shopping. I bought lots of things! Happy~

I further elaborate in my next post with pics.

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A Failed Surprise

On the 18th February 2012, Saturday night, I have got to go for a walk-around sales at Gurney drive for the FCK pudding. I went over to new house first. Kar Ming was asleep while Ah Khang was cooking the puddings. So I just helped by closing the cap or pudding on stickers. Also, I played poker with Ah Khang and talked and stuff a bit here and there. Then, around 7.30pm, we started going.

Once we reached there, Ah Hui Koko already came to help me by buying 5cups!!! OMG!!! Ah Hui Koko is the best! Then we went to eat before started walking around. We walked like for 5minutes, it started drizzling. By then, Ah Fook came to help and bought another 5 cups! So decided to close. Before we actually packed, Michelle called and said she's on her way with Hoong Yi. they bought 2 cups! OMG!! I love you guys!

Then Eugene Khoo suggested to go to internet cafe at their place. So we girls (Kar Ming and I) went home. I had to wait for Eugene Phoon to finish work at 12.30am. So Michelle and Hoong Yi accompanied me the whole night. Michelle and I talked a lot about our past life. Then it started raining heavily, so we went to Gurney McD.

We talked and joked a lot. Then Eugene finished work so we went home. I fetch him to my house to get his bike.

The next day, I went to KY's house and we went to ask about the Apartment stay for Cindy's birthday with KY's friend name Yvonne Neo. It was a failure cause of the stupid stuff. So we cancelled the plan. It was actually, we friends help KY to decorate and prepare the room and KY will order food and stuff and make a party there and KY will fetch Cindy there and give her a surprise. then, we'll play and stuff and overnight there. But the apartment fail. So, went to tesco to discussed and decided to go Ingolf instead. So we had McD for lunch beforfe going to Ingolf. Unfortunately, close on Sunday. Shit!

So, we called Yvonne Soong to discussed and she suggested to go eat something good first. So the 3 of us went to KY's house. I wasn't feeling that well but I'm still okay. In addition, I had to wait for KY and Yvonne Neo under the hot sun for more than half an hour. Anyway, I took a few pics and this particular pic, KY said it was pretty.

Then, a few of KY's friends came and help think. Finally, our Yvonne Soong came. Once she came, she could already decide to go 'No Eyed Deer' restaurant. I went to have a nap a while cause I was tired and not feeling good.

So, all of us except KY sat Yvonne's car and went off first. Then KY brought Cindy to the restaurant lying to her it was only the both of them. When we reached, we said aloud together 'Happy Birthday!' and presented Cindy her presents.

We ate happily. Cindy was so happy cause when she asked her friends to go celebrate her birthday with her, even her best friends, they lied and said they were busy but we all ended up here with her for a nice dinner.

Then she asked us to hang out after dinner but we lied again saying we're going back home. Again KY said she would be with her alone. We rushed to Straits Quay's The Library to prepare her cake. Fail! KY reached too fast so we lighted up the candle but she was no where in sight. But the candle was burning fast cause we bought the 're-light' candle. So, we decided to blow it but it kept on relighting. The 2 Yvonnes and I were blowing the andle non stop. Everyone around was laughing and looking at us and the waiters and waitress were laughing too. Until Cindy came, she finally blew it off but it still re-lighted. It was funny. Until it was finally gone, everyone in The Library cheered and clapped. Lolz....

 

We ordered some drinks and started talking, playing cards, joked around and stuff. It was fun. But my conditions was a bit worsen.

We went home around 1am. I didn't overnight at KY's house in the end cause I was not feeling very well.

Monday, I got really sick.My whole body hurts like hell. So as Tuesday. So I PPK Michelle and Hoong Yi's Red Box date. I was almost dying already. But Tuesday afternoon, just to get some outdoor air, I went Prangin Mall with my mum a while.

Today, Wednesday, I went to college. Still a bit sick tho. Class ended really early. So, we went to a mini book fair at my college and I just bought a photographic magazine which cost me RM9. then I went over to CLS to wait for my mum to finish work and met Pn. Azalya and Pn Tan with Pn Ang. We talked a bit.

I went home, had lunch, watched a bit of Himitsu no Arashi-chan and had a short nap before going to Gurney Plaza's office to get my last cheque. Adrainne was teasing me saying Carin needs me to do filing jobs now. Lolz... Ms Lok and the other were laughing and said looking at my face so happy finally getting my last cheque but then got called to do filing work. Lolz.... I was happy tho I don't work there anymore, a few still smiles at me.

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ワイルド アット ハート [Wild At Heart] PV Preview

HOMG~!!! The preview is released today! I'm gonna die for it again! It's so energetic and so unusual!

DISCO ARASHI~!!! Yeay~!!!!

Kyaaaaaaaa~!!! Dies..... *pray~*


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An Answer

The answer to my question, finally came after a year. An answer which I don't wish to know anymore. After all the blames he directed to me a year ago, now he's telling me he was the coward.

Lies. They are all lies. I told myself not to trust this guy again.



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Life With Different Group of People

This post is mostly about me nd a different group of people which just entered my life: SEGi college classmates.

On the 3rd February 2012. I went out with Vivian, Michelle and Hoong Yi to Balik Pulau to have tomyam seafood. Well, Vivian and I waited for Hoong Yi for like 2 hours but it's okay cause his grandad just passed away.

 

Anyway, it was fun with them tho Michelle was quite steam cause she was really drunk the night before. We ate and talk and joked. Then we went to Starbucks at Queensbay. We were a bit bored there so I called Ah Fook to come along.

Then we went to mamak stall to have supper and talked before going home.

The next day, I went to Gurney Plaza with Soong Yi. We went to Chopper Board for lunch and went for a movie, Chronicle. It was a lame movie tho.

It was really fun going out with her after such a long time since I last met her. We still talk a lot tho. And we still talk a lot of our problems to each other and stuff. The sad thing is, she told me she stopped her piano. Sad case.

4th February 2012, I went to find Eugene in the morning before he goes to work. It has been a while since I last fetch him to work.

Evening, I went over to KY's house for an overnight with Yvonne too. We went to Prangin Mall for a walk and window shopping and also dinner. Our BBQ was ruined by me cause I over slept and we were too hungry~ Anyway, we went trying some cloths in Brands Outlet and bought each a t-shirt cause Yvonne saw her ginger-bread man t-shirt. So, KY and I just decided to buy. XD We were almost all in pink! XD

We went back to her house. Online a bit and downloaded a horror movie. While waiting, we played poker cards and gambled a bit. Then they taught me how to play mahjong. Finally, KY is willing to teach me! Lolz...XD KY even opened a small bottle of red wine. We shared and drank. It was nice!

 

 

 

 

Then we watched the movie; 'Wishing Stairs', a Korean horror movie. It was scary. We were hiding our face behind our hands and pillows. Lolz...

Then we went to sleep. I couldn't really sleep well but by the time I really woke up, it was already 12pm+. I slept with Yvonne again in a bed of course. We woke up and bath and got ready before going out. We wore our new bought t-shirts!

 

We went to fetch Cindy before going to Prangin Mall again and had McD for lunch. Then we went to fetch Yvonne's sister and left Yvonne's car for her before going to Paragon Coffee Bean. We talked, took pics and gambled there. It was fun tho.

 

 

 

 

 

Then we went to Gurney. I forgot what we had for dinner before going home.

 

The next day, we went to Yvonne's grandma's house for steamboat! It was chap goh meh afterall, we played poker a bit before Yvonne's sister fetched us to Straits Quay. KY got lost somewhere so she didn't go in the end. Cause it was Thaipusam on that day, so the traffic was bad. But I taught Yvonne's sister to go shortcuts so we got there fast, avoiding the traffic.

 

So it's me, Yvonne, Miko and Yvonne's sister. We went to Library for a drink and played poker. Yvonne was a bit drunk. I started to be drunk when we walked to Yvonne's sister's car. Somehow, I started talking non-sense. I'm conscious but still I talk nonsense.

Luckily, Eugene finished worked already by then (12.30am). So I asked Yvonne's sister to drop me at his house. I rest a while before asking him to drop me home. I was still a bit drunk tho.

The following day, I stayed at home the whole day. I started Avatar; The last airbender, the episodes. I just got addicted.

Wednesday, my college started. Boring. Anyway, it was stupid of me, to leave my keys locked in my car. Ugh~ I didn't realized it until they said to go Harvest InCafe to have lunch together, when I realized, my keys are not with me. So, Vivian aka Ah Vian fetched me there. I asked Eugene to go too so he could fetch me home to get the spare keys.

We ate and went back. Eugene and I went to my house to get the keys and we went over to his house.  He ate the butter cookies I gave to his family during chinese new year.

 Then we had dinner at Queensbay Mall's Sakea Sushi before going to my pudding meeting.

The pudding meeting was bad cause our sales dropped tremendously. Sadly. Eugene Khoo scolded aloud. It was scary tho. Somehow, the atmosphere was really tensed.

Oh, and I did my nails nicely! =D

The next day, after college, we all went to Gurney Plaza's Chopper Board for lunch. Was a bit bored tho. But I saw this heart shape sesame seed on the rice. It was cute!

When I was about to go home, my car couldn't start. Shit! I guess my battery died again. Luckily, I had some knowledge about cars, so I tried to recharge the battery and it worked! I went home and fetch my mum to the mechanic to repair my car. Ended up, the battery died, So I need to change the battery.

After repairing, I went over to Sin Yee's house cause she asked me to help her fix her new laptop's line. So I went. Couldn't help much tho. So, after her dinner, we went to Strawberry forever cause her sister need internet to complete her assignment. So we ate there and talked and stuff.

10th February 2012, after college, I went to Gurney Plaza with Sherine, Hui Kian and Ai Yin. We had McD for lunch. We talked a lot there. We recalled back our high school teachers, how stupid the teachers are, how we reacted and stuff. It was funny and exciting. We talked about our recent life and types of people we met and lots more! It was really full of humor and fun! Then we went for a movie: Man on a ledge. It was damn nice!

It was the first time I went for a movie with them. It's their first time too! It was really a happy day!

Friday night, my god-mum gave me my new baby hazel. I was steaming cause I just woke up. She explained to me about the functions a bit before telling me this is an advance birthday present for me. I was so happy. Shocked too. I didn't expect my phone to reach so early. I didn't have the preparation for a new baby to come.

The next day, KY, Cindy and I went to first Avenue for a t-shirt painting activity. It was free. But KY was too late, so we went for the next session. I was really satisfy with mine. There are a few good ones too.

Then Cindy went to work, so I fetched KY to gurney and we were supposed to choose our valentine present for our partners but we ended up looking at our own stuff and talked about our own stuff. Then we went for dinner at Ice Ice Baby. We talked about our high school stuff again.

Unconsciously, we chatted for like more than 2 hours just about our high school memories. Recalling back the teachers, where they are seated, how are their attitude and how we 'ponteng' classes and lots of stuff!

Sunday, evening, i went over to Kar Ming's house to teach her sister math. It was fun as I talked and joked with Kar Ming and her sister was talking more than doing her homework so it took her 5hours to finish 40 short questions. Lolz... her sister was quite friendly too. After teaching her, it was 12am already. So I went to Chulia Street to get my dinner, burger egg and hotdog egg. Nice!

The next day, after college, A few of my classmates and I went to Raja Uda to have tomyam mee. Before that, Ah Fook and Ah Hui came to my house and placed their transport at my house and I drove them to college. When I was in class, I sat with Ah Hui Koko (More to I insisted a bit), Ah Fook and James sat behind us. We were talking a lot and joking here and there., I was happy and it was fun to the extend where we even talked dirty stuff a bit here and there. Well, James was surprised a bit to how steady and opened I was since afterall I'm a girl. But they treated me as brother, I don't mind tho. Honestly, I could be so happy when Kar Hou doesn't join in with us. But it also has been such a long time I actually sat and talked with those guys cause I haven't been with them since Kar Hou sat my place and I was forced to sit other place.

Oh, and I realized, Ah Fook, Ah Hui Koko and I wore grey shirts! Then when I went in class, Michelle and Hoong Yi were wearing grey too! Ah Hui Koko and mine was the most similar cause of our strips! Ah Fook told Ah Hui to wear his shirt oppositely. Lolz...

After class, we started going. Ah Vian, Ah Shan and Hoong Yi sat in Ah Vian's car while Ah Fook, Ah Hui and Michelle sat my car. We went to Pacific first. I bought myself a leg bracelet. Well, I was happy talking and joking with them in my car. I kept on telling Ah Hui Koko to buy me valentine present. Lolz...

 

Then we went to Jusco, I was trying on the nail polish from one shop to another, they said I was nuts. It's free testing them anyway. Lolz...

Anyway, the sunset was pretty too.

Then we went to The tomyam mee place to eat. It was nice! We talked and stuff. It was really fun. Somehow, I had a feeling where it's like when i was young, I saw a group of youngsters having their meals with their friends, talking and stuff which seems so relaxing and fun.

Then we went back Penang except Ah Vian. We then decided to go Tong Pak Fu. We were joking around also tho. Ah Hui Koko was annoying to go home cause he needs to wake up early but we didn't allow him. Hahaha... We're mean~ We joked and stuff and it was really happy.

 

12am, we went home, I fetch Michelle home before we got kinda lost. Lolz... Luckily we got into the right track. It was Valentine's day already. Well, Ah Hui Koko purposely sent each of us: Happy Tuesday. Lolz...

14th February 2012 - Valentine's Day. A year ago, it was the day, Eugene and I officially went out for a dinner alone together.

Anyway, early in the morning, I woke up and drove to Gurney Plaza to buy tarts for him. I decorated a bit before waiting for him to come.

 

He came and we went to Prangin Mall to J.L. Gourmet for lunch. Then we walked around a bit and bought my new baby's cover.

 Then we went home cause my Valentine present was in his house. It was his handmade box with wraped up ferrero roche. I was shocked on his hand work!

 

 We then went to Ingolf for our dinner. It was satisfying eating 6 sausages! Never in my life being so satisfied eating sausages!

Then we went to Overtime cause Ah Hui Koko asked me to go tho. Poh Chiang, Cheng Qing, James and I and Eugene played poker while Ah Vian, Ah Shan and Ah Hui were talking. James was drunk. tho. Ah Vian was feeling sick too. It was a bit boring but at least I did socialize. Then we went home. It was a short day but it was fun and happy.

The next day, class was bored. I got up late so I was lazy to drive to college. To be precise, I was lazy to find places to park. Especially free car park space. So I asked my mum to fetch me there.

We ended our class early, so I walked back to CLS to look for my mum. On the way, I saw this nice , lovely and cute view.

I took pics of it and it's pretty. That night I had pudding meeting. It was a very short meeting cause most members couldn't make it. But it was a long one with Kar Ming alone figuring out about a new system that will hit the sales department members to be more active. Ugh, it was difficult but I was glad that I finally could figure out what I had in mind all this while.

The next day was boring, but at night, Ah Hui Koko, Ah Fook, Xeng and I went to McD to study. Ah Hui Koko didn't really study tho but he really bought me a valentine present! I was shocked and so happy! We talked a lot of nonsense but it was fun! I missed those times when we were so crazy talking nonsense and funny stuff.

It was then until someone came, Louis. I just retreated. Hatred came slowly but I tried to control. I will further elaborate in my next post. We played poker and stuff before I actually let Ah Hui Koko home. I didn't want him to go home tho. Lolz...

Today, in college, was quite a happy-go-lucky one. Ah Hui Koko distributed his Valentine present to Ah Vian, Michelle and Ah Shan too. They opened it and gave to everyone. Afternoon, I went to Prangin with Eugene to get Cindy's birthday present.

 

At night, Hoong Yi agreed to accompany me and he called Michelle over too. I was glad he  was willing to hear me out and advice me. He ensures me that my thing was right. I actually confessed what I had in mind all these while, all the emotions, the questions, the thinking and many more. We went to Mt. Erskin for dinner before going to Coffee Island. We played poker the while night while listening to bands and songs. We also talked a bit here and there about my problem so as his. Michelle too.

We went home by 12.30am.

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