Friendship Deepens

08/08/2012

It's 8th 8 day!! XD Lolz... There was supposed to be free Baskin Robins ice cream for everyone today for the Olympics thing but then when Ah Hui and I reached 1st Avenue, damn, the queue was so damn long! So we just decided not to get it. Fook and Michelle were very late again. I thought we're gonna be late cause before that, we went to Times Square's food court for Dinner.

So we went to Artist Gallery and were talking about J-dramas and joking around there. We were in there for like half an hour! Lolz.... Until Michelle and Fook came, we went to Master Choo for their dinner. Then we were talking about our results. It seems like one of my classmate failed 2 subjects. I don't know why but I have a feeling that he should fail to teach him a lesson. Well, Kelly called and texted us that if we received a call from our coordinator it means we fail and must resit the paper by next week! I just hope I don't receive the call within this week. *Praying hard!*

Then we went shopping and walking around. Then Michelle received a text from her best friend telling her about that guy. An unexpected news reached. I was so shocked too. Well, we didn't wanna tell Ah Hui Koko about it.  Even the others didn't even know.

Then we went home. In the car, I asked Ah Hui Koko the question I'm always curious. My 6th sense is always accurate. Lolz... But then it's only fair if he tells me his secret and I tell him mine. So I did. It's not really of a secret actually. It's just a piece of a past that most people in Ah Hui's range wanted to know.

Talking to him tonight was a great one. Well, before he got off my car, I was glad that he told me, "Well, when there's something, we'll talk about it next time!". It makes me so happy that I actually make one new best friend! I mean we ARE best friends in SEGi College but we are now even better best friends. Well, I am his brother anyway, so is he.

P.S. Hey you! Don't get jealous, ok!

**End**

Compilation

Well guess what? I just went through my old ones and I just felt some words are really word to be repeated.

Once, there's a person who asked me, "If we can erase people in our memory, isn't it great?"

I answered, "Wow...I wonder how many people would I be able to erase... But if I were to erase KY in the past, I wouldn't be hanging out and playing with her happily now, right?"

Today, my answer would still be the same. It's all about forgive and forget. If we could erase the past not the people, we can be happy in the future. However, if we erase the people, we wouldn't be sad either we would be happy.

There's once when people tell me, "When a person can't give you certainty and the feel of care or love, you should let go already."

Yes, I learnt my lesson in the past but why didn't I learn it now? I still gave in tho.

Once, I always asked myself, "I'm always giving people chance. I always accept their apologies. But why can't they accept mine and give me another chance?"
Now, I have the answer, cause everyone is cruel. I've wake up to see that they are the most cruel creature in the world. Hence, i should be part of them. Now, I don't accept their apologies anymore. If I do, it's only giving them another chance to hurt me.

**End**

Being Defeated But Still Is Our Pride

5th August 2012 - The last match of Single Man Badminton. Lee Chong Wei (Malaysia) vs Lin Dan (China).

The match result:

21-15

10-20

19-21

Dato' Lee Chong Wei lose... But he did really tried his very best. The match was really nerve wrecking and a tight competition...

But why is everyone more concern about the free baskin robin's ice-cream than him?! It should be all for Lee Chong Wei and not the ice-cream!

His tweet really make everyone feel so sad for him.

Dato' Lee, you don't have to feel sorry or even be sorry. You already played to your life for us! We're all very proud of you. You're always our pride!


**End**

My Deepest Condolences

Yesterday night, when I returned home, I just received a sad news...

Tauke told me Ms Cheng, my TARC teacher advisor and model passed away. I was so shocked!

Before that I heard that she had cancer and was recovering already. But now she just left the world.

It's such a shocking and sudden news! Mimi was very down too. Can't really accept the factual news.

She is such a nice person and so young having such small kids.... And she just left us and them...

Honestly, I felt so sad when I looked through her pics and those when we both take together. Those moments when we played badminton and talked and how she helped me to win a photography contest by writing 2 very good captions. Really missed her.

Before that, I even asked her if you would meet up with me a few months ago. However, it's too late. Feel so regretful.

 

  

 

Ms. Cheng, I will always cherish the time we had together. I will miss you. Rest In Peace.

**End**

The Last Holiday

31st July 2012 is the last day of my Year 2 Semester 2's degree's holiday. Cause I'm gonna start work in August.

However, why am I not enjoying my last holiday? I've been so busy today, going to college to get all my things done, studying for my up coming exam, ironing my formal cloths, etc. I should be hanging out for my last day!

Well, whatever it is, I'm pretty sure I'm the last in my class that starts the internship. Everyone has started early except me. I'm quite scared actually. Cause it's like a small firm and everything you do can be seen by everybody in there! Including the boss. And lunch is always a problem for me whenever I go for work at any place/ company.

Well, wish me luck!

**End**

Real Lil Updates

On the 22nd July 2012, I woke up early with KY and Cindy with Eugene for a sunrise photoshoot at Esplanet. We waited long for it from 6.30am - 7.30am. However, it wasn't as pretty as the day before when Yvonne took it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 The full sunrise!

 The changes within 17minutes...

Then we went to McD for breakfast. We should have bought McD there to eat while waiting.

Then I fetched Cindy home and went home with KY for photos. Then we were recalling our memories when we were in CLS and when we started photography and stuff. It was funny. Eugene fell asleep on her couch tho. Haha...

Then went home and slept. The next day, I forgot what Eugene did and I got mad and asked him for an ice cream for compensation. However, it became Share Tea, since it's a buy 1 free 1 opening promotion. It was nice! He had been longing for it when we were in our KL trip.

Nothing really much happened except the big fight tho it was over. Oh! I 99% finished my haunted tree house drawing. But something is still missing and I don't know what is it.

Then Wednesday, I went to pasar malam with Yvonne and bought a dress. It was pretty but I couldn't really fit in. *Sad* Oh! And we ate ice-cream.

And my mum bought me a pillow! It was nice and comfy.

And on Friday, Sin Yee asked me and Kar Ming out for dinner at Swensen since she has got 2 buy 1 free 1 voucher. I was supposed to fetched her with Kar Ming and ended up jammed like hell! From Kar Ming's place to her hostel at Lam Wah Ee to Gurney, Damn! We jammed for like exactly 1 and a half hour!!

Anyway, we were as usual talking mad things and go crazy and stuff. And we were very very full! The next day, I went to fetch Sin Yee home and we had lunch together. Again, jam. Anyway, we went to Batu Lancang market to have our dinner.

 While jamming in the middle of the road. It's like my car has not moved at all for every 15minutes!

Yes, This is how much the both of us ate!

The following days are just too bored. Too bored that I played with my eye make ups. Lolz...

**End**

"I'm Worthless", I just realized

Yea. I'm just so worthless that you don't even wanna talk to me. Well, that's fine. You are going your way and I'm going my separate ways anyway. We don't even have to talk anymore. We don't even have to meet. We don't even have to wait for each other anymore. Fine!

Tease. Just tease all you like! Say all you like! And yea, you annoy me! So what?! I just regret that why did I even ever answer you eventho you're so annoying! Why did I even care about you when you're so annoying. I shouldn't have cause you didn't even care about me! You DIDN'T even know that I'm now sick and in pain on my bed crying like hell is reaching for me! And what did you said? You tried and you cared for me? Shitty lies I tell you.

It's funny you know. It's so funny that I saw what you text it is exactly the same as what your best friend messaged me 2 years ago.

Well, who cares anyway. I don't care. You don't care. No one cares. I'm just gonna die anyway. We have decided to cut ties, so just ignore me. I'm worthless anyway. You're gonna leave anyway. So, just leave with all your stupid lies.

Off! Necklace off! Ring off! Relationship off! Journey off!

Since, I'm worthless, then, My life, off.

**End**

The Days Which Always Make Me Happy

I don't know why and how but somehow, outings with Yvonne and KY is always a fun fun fun day for me. It always end happily. I just like hanging out with them. It's like we don't have any hatreds among each other when we hang out. No second face, no back stabbing, no hiding, no nothing. It's just all fun!

21st July 2012, went for a photoshoot around penang with them with Cindy and 2 of Yvonne's friends. It was fun. Before that we went to Chai Diam Ma Cafe for lunch... And I saw a cute lil meow meow and played with it...

Well, at least it was until some bitch came ruin a few minutes of my day.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 At Chai Diam Ma

  At Chai Diam Ma

  At Chai Diam Ma

  At Chai Diam Ma

 The Meow Meow I saw at Chai Diam Ma

 

  The Meow Meow I saw at Chai Diam Ma

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Cheese Macaroni with Bacon and Mushrooms

 After having lunch there, we started walking around for street heritage photography. Damn! There were so many people surrounding the wall painting!

 

 

Well, it was fun till some bitches came and block my view when I was taking photos! She knew I was beside her and yet she walked to my front and had her stupid big ugly butt in front of my face! Lan Chiao People. They even blocked Cindy at the next station and Cindy got mad that she purposely stood by the side of the bitches who are ready to have their photo taken with the view. Then they even gave us words to listen. We got mad that the 4 of us purposely stood between them, the ones who are taking photos and the ones who are ready to be taken and blocked their view. They asked us to moved aside but we just moved 1 small step. Brainless people.

 

 

Had a break at 7-11 at Love Lane.

The Photography Director: Yvonne Soong! XD

 

 Resting by the road~

Then we went to Stewart Lane~ My old Home Sweet Home. I love there most!

 

 

 

Put your hands up~

Then we headed to Bon Odori at Esplanet but it was still early so we stopped by at CLS. KY was missing sick of CLS. Lolz...

Peace everyone~ XD

 A pic taken at CLS's mirror with KY... After 28months~

Then we headed to Bon Odori which initially I don't even plan to go... However, the fireworks sure are pretty this year~

 

 

 

 

Then we went to Abu for supper and went home. Such a tiring but happy day~

**End**