Saturday, November 19, 2016

GOAL for the year

It has been a while.

It's gonna be a topic on my GOAL for the year, a trip/holiday out there; South Korea.

We (KY, Yvonne and Ah Tine) were there for 10 days. KY and I flew over from Penang- KL while Yvonne and Ah Tine flew from Singapore.

The 10 days were ups and downs. Of course there were a few arguments, happiness, rushings, tiredness, disappointments and stuff, but overall it was a great trip!

We missed out quite a number of places due to time-concern and tiredness but I really had not had enough of places I love there. The expenses there were really high! But the cosmetics there were really very cheap! I didn't really know the market price here until I came back from Korea. I should have bought more and there and then I thought I over-spent. Well, although I left like 265,000 KRW (RM1,000) back home, but I still should have spent them all there.

I took quite a lot of pictures but it wasn't what I planned, but it came out quite nice.
 This is the railway biking rails from around Nami Island
 Myeongdong Shopping Street

One of the cafe in Ewha Women University shopping street
 First day in Chinatown, they have got this village full of wall paintings on fairy tales.
 The view from the bottom of N Seoul Tower while we were freezing waiting for the bus.
 One of Jeju Island's 7 wonders, the view

 I love this village! The building there are really historical.

 Didn't buy this but this bookmark is really pretty and expensive.
 Nami Island, where the Winter Sonata thing is filmed here.This place is just too beautiful to even describe!
 One of the building in Ewha Women University.
 
 One of the cafe spotted in Chian town.

 Spotted these expensive cuties in one of the shopping street.
 Jeju Island's green tea farm.
 The so-called Han's River. We missed the water light show.
 
 Jeju Island's sunset.
 Doesn't really taste as good as it looks.

 The caps are really cute, unique and special but they are just too expensive to be my random collections.
 Hiked up one of the 7 wonder in Jeju Island. It was really cold altho there was sunlight and I have a slight sunburn!
 Drank this everyday! It was recommended by one of the Korean guys when I was at the convinient store altho I know this milk is like the best milk in Korea.
 Some random wall art I saw while walking by the street.
 They really have so many of there baby's breath flowers everywhere. Found these in Common Ground, Contaner Mall.
 
 The greentea ice cream and swiss rolls are like the best I've tasted so far in my life! OMG! I would do anything to eat them again!

 One of the park where I can see lots of elderly hand around.

 Ewha Women Unid=versity Shopping street.
 A view from our Jeju Island's hotel room.
 
 We went to loveland where there are sculpture of sexual statues all over the park.

 Should have bought this passport cover altho it costs high! OMG, I'm regretting.
One of the event in China Town.

Everything was great except for some dissatisfaction in the middle or disagreements between us, but we are still good.









 






And her's a few pics of myself there!






 I have not have enough of the Korean snack. Had not bought enough due to time-constraint (tho I still thought we should have enough time to shop for enough quantity desired).

I would wanna go again just for shopping and photography sake. But for visiting the castle and village and stuff, it's a no.


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Friday, August 19, 2016

Enough IS Enough

19/08/2016

First of all, I wanna congratulate our hero, Dato Lee Chong Wei for winning against Lin Dan in the semi final of the 2016 Olympic in Rio! Really am proud of him! Never have I watch the complete whole match of badminton until his match. <3

Okay, back to my topic, really, enough is enough. I've always listen to great advises. Especially from Jeb. He has asked me to be patient until my bonus. I understood and kept on reminding myself that no one from work can affect me and my work. They are all temporary. In the end, enough is enough. They kept on finding fault at me and even my dad. Okay, they lost to my dad and now they are against me. Like what the hack?!

After being patient for so long, I've decided to throw a resignation letter at my boss. Can't stand all of them anymore. I rather not want the bonus. Between bonus/ money and getting out from there. I choose getting out from there. With all the back stabbing, all the blaming and everything they had done to push me down, I'm not giving up but I just had enough of shits everyday! With my experience and knowledge and everything I got, I don't deserve or need to be pushed down by these bunch of brainless maniacs who are not even up to my level.

No matter what, I'll throw first. If my boss didn't agree with me, I'll just ask him to hold first and see what happens in the 3 month notice service. Anytime I can still pull back my letter for my bonus.


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Wednesday, June 22, 2016

In Love All Over Again

22/6/2016

Last week, I fell in love all over again. No, not with my boyfriend. It's my secret crush. I was really getting emotional last few weeks. I got really fed-up with my work place. During a lunch time, I just suddenly thought of him. It has been quite some time since we last contacted. Like 3 months ago? So I just texted him his name, afraid I would be disturbing him. As usual, no reply.

At sharp 5.30pm, my phone rang. It's really unusual for my phone to ring, especially during working hours. It was him! I answered almost immediately! I was so happy! I went down 2 floors from my office. I started whining about my job, asking him for opinions and he's being really nice to me, comforting me and joking around to make me happy. We spoke for 1 hour 15 mins and 44 secs. I was just so happy after talking to me. Felt so relief and so relaxing.

After the chat, I just wondered when will be the next time I'll be talking to him again. Like for hours.

A few days later, Jordan asked me to organized a gathering and so we did. We had dinner and stuff until it's time to leave. He said he would accompany me to get my car. I was in a hurry when I reached that I totally forgot which floor my car was parked. We looked and found my car and I drove him down to pay my parking ticket. He was such a gentleman that he offered to pay for me and asked me to stay in the car. After he paid, he walk to my car and asked me to be careful when I drive and taught me how to get to the exit. And then he just said goodbye and walked away, riding the life down to the basement to his car. I mean he could have just not pay for my ticket and just ride the lift straight down to his car, but he didn't.

As he walked away, I looked at my car's mirror, at his back and I just melted. My heart just melted. It reminds me how I actually fell for him 3 years ago. I just fell in love all over again that night.

I thought I was all over him but that night was just so awesome. The following days I just can't get my mind off his back.

I'm just being a jerk for liking him. I never really asked how he was when we met or we talked. I just whine too much to him. He's really my dream guy but couldn't help it, he's not mine and I guess he will never be mine.


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Friday, May 13, 2016

Fastest Speed

13/05/2016

Okay, this year has been going too fast for me. It might not be the fastest speed but it's definitely fast! My birthday is only 10 days away and yet, I'm still not ready. Sometimes, I just lost track how old am I celebrating my birthday this year! The first quarter of my life is about to end. The second quarter is starting in 10 days and I'm still... I don't even know what my path is going to be.

I mean I do have a short term goal and a medium short term goal but everything is just too fast!
Short-term goal : To get a medium management position.
Medium short-term goal : To reach a salary of at least 5K per month. 
Yes, work is just so meaningless these days here. I'm starting to doubt my capabilities here in my second audit firm. I used to like audit jobs but now, I just felt like; it's a waste of my time, why am I doing these stupid and additional things?

Whatever it is, I'll be waiting for my very-soon increment and throwing off my letter to my boss after that.

Within these 4 months in year 2016, I just spent RM2,599 for a new and first laptop and unexpectedly RM1,799 for a new semi-pro Fujifilm camera. And RM1,428.08 for my Korea trip this coming October and RM1,404 for me and my dear's Taiwan Trip next year!

Was thinking to wait for the coming Note 6 but unexpectedly on the 9th May 2016, my 3 and a half years old Samsung Galaxy Note II died of motherboard breakdown. My baby just couldn't wait till September or October for me. I don't think I can wait any longer cause the temporary phone I'm using now kinda sucks. Ugh.... An approximate of RM3,000 to be spent on a new phone.

These aren't the only ones, I still owe Tine Tine RM200+ and flight from Penang to KL (back and forth) for both Korea and Taiwan trips not bought. What about accommodation? Travelling expenses?

Never ending expenses. I know, these are all luxuries but I mean I've been studying and working all my life, especially almost 3 years of working almost non-stop, I think I should reward myself big. But I guess a lil too big. It's okay, money can still be earned. I mean I earned more than RM600 per week.

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Okay, that about my financial life, related to my working life. About my personal life. I've been sick for the past two days. Vomitted like hell due to food poisoning? 

On 3rd March 2016, I had my first operation. I mean like real surgery. It was minor but it's still has the risk. There is been a lump in me for quite some time until that day, when I went for my regular check-ups, I got so tired of my work that I took this surgery for granted and a reason for me to skip work for days. My doctor said the lump was actually nothing much. But I just wanted it to be out from my body. I'm fine, just a scar now. Didn't know being 'injected to sleep' is just too scary and creepy.

The surgery is like the ones you watch in TV shows. You just lay on the bed, they push you in and the doctor and nurses started asking about you and asking if you know what kind of surgery you're going through and you see circles of lights, they just ask you to breath in and relax and black-out! You're asleep. Until suddenly someone wakes you up and you felt things pulling out from your mouth and that sharp pain in your body. They just left you aside trying to make you stay awake and later on you're conscious but still feeling tired and heavy and they just push you out. Your mum is there waiting and runs along with you to your wad. And there you just hear nurses telling your mum the doctor will be there later. Then you just fell asleep. When you wake up, you see your mum and you just felt that pain and drowsy. Then once you're okay, able to drink, eat and pee, you just go home.

My first surgery. Believe me, it wasn't fun at all. Anyway, I'm all okay now.

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That's about my health. Sometimes, I just felt guilty for not writing much about my boyfriend here cause there isn't really much things to write about him. He's dull, boring, da da da.... Yap, that's about it. But I mean I don't need passionate lovers, complicated relationships, active and romantic ones, I just need one guy who can just go through life with me. I mean I'm a boring person now compare to the me 3 years ago. I just like to hang around my house and my room, watching TV shows and cartoons, playing games during my off days and that's about it. Maybe just hang around, window shopping in the malls sometimes, just sit in cafes and started playing our own phone games until our shared-coffee finishes and that's why he is there for me.

He's an awesome boring guy. But I just need peaceful boring life during off-work periods. Work is really killing me, with constant aggressiveness toward fierce clients, constant fake smiles and laughter towards colleagues and certain clients, constant joker I tried to be, constant make-ups during work and etc. I guess I just need a life with a nude face in pajamas and lay around everywhere at home with my boring man with me. And yea, that's him.

We just got too comfortable with each other. I mean I don't mind not celebrating our anniversaries (unlike 'some people' who celebrates MONTHSARIES) <Okay, I don't even know how to spell monthsary. Is this how you spell?> cause I think I should just save that money celebrating for other stuff. We don't give each other birthday gifts, maybe cakes and a lil dinner. Nope, not even valentine's day. Yea, we're pretty boring.

I like to go tell people this; other girls shows/ posts what her boyfriend buys her most, flowers? jewelries? branded bags? Well, my boyfriend buys me food the most. Yap, he's my special food-delivery guy! I'm growing fat and I'm not fine with it but the food he bought me, can't resist at all. *hearts*

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Well, that's about it for now. Oh, why did I changed my blog title and website? Cause it's about my current life; so regular. Nevertheless I am obsess with the 2 cartoons now, Regular Show and The Adventure of Finn and Jake.


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Sunday, March 20, 2016

The Boss

20/03/2016

Work has been nasty to me lately. It's really tiring. It's not the work which is the bad part, it's the people around my work. Ugh~ it's just so frustrating and annoying, irritating and really disappointing.

Luckily my BOSS has come to know the fact of the situation when Alice gave him her resignation letter. It's sad that I couldn't afford to give one when my boss persuaded me that he would settle my frustration for me. It's really nice of my boss to treat me this well. But my partner is leaving in 3 months time.

Looking forward for my next increment in the next 4 months.


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Friday, February 19, 2016

Updates For The Spring

Just wanna update a lil for the Chinese New Year this year.


  The new M-Mall's opening.
 Gurney Plaza's design for CNY with my new haircut!
Opposite Paragon Mall's apartment design 
 Reunion dinner
 Mine!
 Ah Ma!
Family Photo!
 My hair for the celebration!
Cousin!
 My mum wearing flowery outfit with me for the 1st day
 OOTD
My outfit for the 3rd day!
 Movie night with the bff on the 1st (Gathering on the 1st night like every year!)
 Breakfast with Ah Von & KY after the overnight.
Ah Von came back!
 Breakfast with bff!
Gambling with them!
 
Overnight with them!
 Valentine celebration with Mr Man in Kek Lok Si Temple!
 Dinner at Sushi Zanmai with him! <3

Gone dinner with the buddies on the 5th
6th day of CNY

Thanks for the update!<3

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