Looking young

Just wanna post something I'm quite obsessed these few days.

I'm trying to look young cause I'm conscious that I'm growing old. So,I went to cut my fringe and had my hair straight.

No, i didn't had my hair straighten. It's naturally straight, my hair was born straight. And I had my hair colored in green again! I'm really loving my hair.

And I look cute!

P.S. Happy Birthday Sakurai Sho! I still love you!!! <3

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New Year Resolution 2016

Hello, it's another year again. I'll just go straight to the point.

My 2015 resolution was:

1. Save even more money

2. Going on a trip to Hong Kong and/or Taiwan or anywhere out from my hometown.

3. Get my job changed!

4. Maybe get a solo bridal photoshoot.

So, I didn't really save more money. Going on a trip, done! Not really as nice as I expected. I got my job changed! But my new job sucks. I actually booked for a solo bridal photoshoot but had not get the photoshoot done.

My 2015 wasn't really going as well as I thought but it does really taught me enough for the year. So, reflecting my 2015.

1. The biggest thing that happened was my resignation from Wong Liu & Partners.

 My table is still so messy at my second last day of work!

 Thank you my dearest colleagues for teaching me so much while going through ups and downs during the 2 years with you guys there!

 Thank you my fellow interns for helping me although we haven't been working together for more than 4months.

I'll definately miss you guys and I'm already missing you guys when I started my new job!

2. My trip, short or long was just okay. 

 

My Malacca trip with Mr Man was awesome!

My Bangkok trip, well, I would say I didn't really like it.

Have got a 1 day trip with Sin Yee, quite interesting.

And a small KL trip with KY and the other 2 was fine too.

3. My new job sucks cause my colleagues sucks. My boss is a great one cause he's really looking up on me and giving me such wonderful increment on my salary and position. However, my colleagues really sucks too much. I've really never seen such terrifying people in my life!

My way back from office.

4. These are the lil things which happened through out the year.

 Got my hair dyed green like finally! Impressed quite a number of people!

Shopped a lot this year.

 Done some art.

 A lil photography activities I had this year.

 Got friend with a new friend name Kevin, my ex-colleague and Sin Yee's new boyfriend.

 Some random outings with Mr Man.

 I got this really expensive watch with Mr Man on some game/ competition we randomly entered!

So, my 2016 resolution would be:
1. Well, as usual save more money since I have an increment.
2. Get my solo bridal photoshoot done.
3. Going overseas with my Mr Man!

I guess this year would be kinda wasted cause I planned to work in this new firm until next year when I get my bonus. But it's okay cause I'm still at my mid twenties.


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We've made it this far

I was to post a post about my new year resolution until I remembered today, 30/12/2015 is Mr Man and my 2nd anniversary as couples.

I can't believe we've made it this far with my bad and princess attitude, the arguements, fghts, ups and down. However, due to my workload and stuff, we didn't celebrate at all this year.

But hey, I still love him.

Dear, I know you hate me for being such a jerk but I love you for having such patience when I'm a total jerk. You're the only man who could deal with my temper and my winds and storm. I'm looking for a future with you, so make sure you be more romantic in the years to come =P


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Near to an end again

2 more days and it's the end of my life in 2015. Time really pass so-so fast.

Hey, people! If you have anything to tell me all these while, tell me before this year ends!

But yea, like anyone's gonna read my blog here. Whatever.

Okay, these 2 days is gonna be over really fast due to my busy work, stock take. A lil bit here and there, gonna briefly write about my life recently.

I've got a job, in an audit firm again. It's almost the worst place to work in. Colleagues; terrible. Workload; too loose. Management; the worst. Seriously, the one and only thing which made me stay is the feeling of my boss looking up at me, giving a high increment. Not really gonna stay long in this firm. Sometimes, I just though maybe I should have just go to Singapore with Yvonne and Ah Tine 2 years ago. But the chance came again when KY told me she's going this coming April, but I can't resign now. My boss is really treating me well while looking up at me.

So, about friends, as usual getting lesser. Oh yes, you know, after 6 years that guy I most hated suddenly sent me a message through FB messenger to tell me he wants to be friends with me again. Like, what the fuck?! Friends or not doesn't bother me at all, but I felt really fed up with this guy. I don't need a friend like him anymore. He says til as if I am a really good friend, the best of the best, so he didn't wanna lose a friend like me. Like hell, I'm sure he asked all other girls too. Otherwise, I know I'm the best of the best friends people around me had ever had, provided you treat me well. But he failed, 6 years ago. And I'm not afraid of you or avoiding you, AT ALL.

Just a few things for you:

I gave u chances, but the past is the past. I don't get why are you still living in the past and trying to drag me with you. To know me once again? You don't know who are you dealing with. I'm not the same anymore, not as innocent and as stupid as I was.

Okay, my next blog will be about my new year resolution and reflection of my 2015. Cheers!


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A month of thinking

It has been a month since I stop working. Many things had happened. A lot of thinking, in the end there is no conclusion to it. Well, let's just start with what I did within this one month time.

I immediately went to Bangkok with KY and her friend which made the whole trip sucked like hell. I hated the trip. And I lost about RM400 there. I bought nothing and almost see nothing.

 

However, it was still better than my Hong Kong trip with my parents which sucked even more. We followed the tour company. I bought nothing and also see nothing. Argh.... my whole dream trip sucks. And I had to act as if I love it.

And everyday is like sticking myself on my bed the whole day. Thought a lot of things. Reminisces a lot of past, how I've grown to be who I am today. It was terrible. Especially that night when Xeng and I were talking about about past, it made me realised how naive and carefree I was. I so wanna runaway to the past where I have to fear to anything, just do whatever I want without thinking. I was so beloved by so many people.

Now, my friends are getting lesser and lesser day by day. I wasn't as popular as I was anymore. Things had changed. Many questions in the past remain unanswered. Many questions in the future, I'm seeking for answers.

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So many excitements!

Four days to go and I'm free! I don't know whether they will do a farewell for me but I do know I'm gonna be free!

So many plans going on. I'm definitely going to Malacca, Bangkok and Hong Kong in May! Maybe Singapore again and KL in June.

So many places for me to discover. As I told Jordan, in these 1 or 2 months, I'm gonna find myself. 

Money is important for me currently. Work and earn as much as possible while I can. I may even betray my interest for money. I know it's bad but that is what I call reality. It's cruel. People have been introducing me to jobs with high pay. Of course, working on the road I'm running. But maybe I should just stop a while and think for a second, find myself and just be myself for a month or two. When I know the final answer, I will have to work hard again. Maybe I'll accept the high pay offer, or maybe I should just get a lower pay job and just be happy.

This job had really woke me up to so many things; sad, happy; me and myself; things around; people and etc. I realised I have made my decision to run this accounting road too fast that I don't know where was I supposed to be belonged. So, I'm gonna take this opportunity to find myself, to find where I really belong, what road was I initially supposed to run. I might start all over again, running a different road or path, or I might just continue running the same road.

I'm having a guess that I'll just get the high pay job and work like a donkey cow. yea, cause at the end of the day, the money I received, it's totally worth all my effort. We never know.

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The GUTS!

Yap! I finally had the guts to actually fire my boss! I've finally resigned! My last day would be end of this month! I'm kinda glad I finally resigned. After much persuasion, my boss finally let me go. I was so much relieved and so much of smiling shown on my face. So happy. But the condition is I have to finish all my jobs on hand which led me to more overtimes lately. I still have so much files on hand.

Still, I'm really proud and glad to tell everyone I finally resigned! Thank you everyone for your support. Without a job, I still can survive up to 3 months!

Everything just seems so less stressful after I've finally threw the letter to my boss although there's still so much more files to do.

Being in this firm for almost 2 years really made me think back what I've done so far. I sure learn a lot from here and am still learning. I'll miss the memories and colleagues here but I'm sure I won't come back anymore. (Although I told my boss I might.)

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