My Own Way

I just read a few drabbles and find this nicely written

Title: My own way [Yama]
Author: kaeda_chan
Rating: PG
Plot: Sho wonders if Ohno loves him for real.
W/ C: ~300

Ohno didn't love Sho. Sho was sure.

He never said that he loved him. Although, sometimes they kiss when nobody's looking at them, they have sex, they almost live together. But neither of them said these three words.

Until two days ago.

"I love you." Sho mumbled under his breath, wrapping his arms around the older male. The other wasn't sleeping, they just finished their heating session. It was impossible to fall asleep so fast, even if it's Ohno we're talking about.

Ohno didn't reply, he just sighed.


Today, sitting on the couch in their living room, in Sho's living room, to be exact, Sho was ready to make everything clear. He had to do it finally.

"Ohno."

The said man was immersed in drawing. The pencil was moving unstoppable. The Leader of Arashi only 'hm'ed in response. Sho sighed.

"Ohno, you know.." Sho didn't know how to finish. Saying 'You know, if you don't love me, we can stop this..' was not right. He didn't want to stop. He wanted to be with Ohno even if the later didn't love him. But he wanted to be loved. He wanted to be loved by the beloved person. "I.. love you."

Sho sighed. Here he was again, the only one who confessed. He was pitiful. He had unrequited love.

"You know, if you don't love me, you can just say so. There's no need to keep silent"

Ohno stopped moving his pencil. He looked at his piece of work carefully. Giving it a satisfied smile he turned it over to let Sho have a look.

Sho froze.

There, on the picture, was him and Ohno, together. They sat on the floor and Ohno was in Sho's arms. He was drawing while Sho was sleeping peacefully.

In a moment Sho found himself wrapped in Ohno's arms.

"I have my own way of expressing feelings." Ohno said and Sho could've sworn that his heart became a puffing squash.




**End**