30th Month Anniversary

First of all...

Happy 30th Month Anniversary to my boy...

Well, once, was my boy.

Just felt very sad that we couldn't make it to this celebration day.

It hurts me a lot to feel you heart broken and it was all caused by me.

It was supposed to be a very happy day but I just can't make it.

I hold my teddy every day just hoping I would feel you through him. I asked teddy to hug me just to feel you were always there for me.

I wake up every morning seeing all the couple keychains and stuff on top of my bed staring back at me.

Tears flow down my eyes every time I open my eyes.

But I know I cannot turn back anymore.

I'm so sorry.

And I miss you everyday and night like I always do.

**End**