Half of the year has passed. I'm jobless again for already 2 months. I'm so bored that I wanted to go to work again but whenever I see the advertisements online, I just don't think I wanna apply. Cause I really wanna get into a nice company that can at least allow me to stay for 3 years. So I'm really picky this time.
Anyway, days gone by, me being at home most of the time cause I just wanna spend time accompanying my mum. People post stuff in the internet saying things like you won't realize things until your mum left you or when you realize the wrinkles they have and bla bla bla and stuff like that. It doesn't feels much see those posts online until when you really hold your mum's hand. That day, I held my mum's hand and realized how old her hands had become. From all the struggles she had for us all these years, I've not been the best daughter I should have been. So, I just wanna say, me part of being jobless is just because I wanna spend time with my mum. Although it's only sitting in the living room and watch tv with her.
Anyway, unbelievably, my best friend KY is also jobless with me again. LOL. But this time, cause she's a girlfriend, so we didn't spend much time together than me used to back than.
Anyway, last week was a long weekend, so my man has finally got time to spend with me. We went to KL for a short holiday. It was just a brief and relaxing trip when I planned but it became a rushing and tiring trip when we got there. Cause of all the sudden, we just went to places we didn't initially planned to go. It was fun though. Doing anything regardless of how difficult and tiring, is always fun when you do it with your love one.
This coming week will be another long weekend for my man. We're planning on a short trip again. I was thinking a day trip to Bukit Tinggi but I guess it's a bit tiring for the both of us.
Anyway, life as a jobless girl, I only have time for myself at midnight. I have unconsciously been rotating my sleep-time from 5am to 2pm. OMG. Anyway, I had started watercolor-ing again tho.
At lonely nights, I would think of lots of things. Like what have I been doing, what I've done, and many many what-if's. So annoying.
Anyway, I'm just hoping I find a nice Company soon with a high salary.
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